Friday, August 26, 2005
Coming of a New Age
This is my last post in the great SoCal area. As hard as it is to believe, I will be moving to the El Yay area manana. A bitter sweet feeling festers inside me. Leaving a place where I know o so well to a place filled with unknowns can be exciting...and scary. Letting go of the family and friends I hold so dear...is never an easy task. I know I am going to norcal..it's not the end of the world...but a lot can change in 3~4 years. People come, people go....things change..people change..you never know what might happen.
With that in mind...my sentimental nature kicks in. Will this be the last time I see a lot of you? Will I be in touch with all of you? Will I be forgotten? (pssssh...riiiight...i'm too unforgettable..hahah..) I will definitely miss quite a few things...such as cruising down the busy freeway, bumping my music way up high during traffic, socal sun, socal beach, all the glam, the fancy clubs, the food, the vast emptiness, and of course...friends and family...sitting together spitting boba balls. Some good times...even with all the bad...still quite an advanture. Now...new place, new age, and new chapter, new dramas (which i hope there will be none), and new life. Hitting my big 2-3 and going into 4 years of hell. oh goody goody joy. Last nite, I attended a USC health and sciences party. It was fun...but it's just funny how everyone's the same as me. Heading into a new territory with questions and excitements. It's also funny the type of impressions I have on my friends and the new ones I meet. Saw some old friends that never partied with me and was totally in shock to see the party animal that I am...and the ones that ONLY partied with me are surprised to hear I have the nerdy side...afterall i AM going to UCSF School of Pharmacy. With every new person you meet, you're like a blank piece of paper...they know nothing about you and you are suppose to fill them in with the 411s about yourself. Hence, there are always chances for reinvention every single time you go to some place new. How do I wanna present myself in this new environment has been a question in my mind. No doubt I want to be real...but can the "real" be accepted and handled by the mass? Or do I chose to be superficial and stay at the surface so I can guard my inner self from public criticisms? One thing for sure...I will always have the mentality...there's only ONE Aileen...TAKE IT or LEAVE IT! hehe.. now...back to the world of nerdom...baibai SoCal and......
HELLO SAN FRANCISCO!!!
and oh yes..how can I forget......
Happy 23rd bday to mua! mwa ha ha ha ha ha... Aileen..have a cake on yourself..you deserved it =D
What a boring post...thanx for reading =P
Simple Pleasures in Life
- reflecting on the good memories of SoCal.... =D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
happy birthday aichi! (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AICHI!
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