Saturday, August 13, 2005

All That Glam

When I run out of things to do on the internet...I generally proceed to update my blog to waste some time. I am updating now....so what does that imply? *wink* I will soon be moving to SF...in 2 weeks to be exact. I've been sustaining my "carless" status for 2 weeks already! I feel like I went back in time to the primitive days...and that is prior to getting my license and car to be exact...when not even jack sh*t can be done. Being in southern california without your personal mean of transportation (HA...like the public transportation actually works...what's the Metrolink doing in downtown LA anywayz? does it even run to anywhere?) sux a$$. I've been getting a lot of "am I happy to move?". To some degree...yes..i'm ECCSTATIC! The feeling of having a refreshed start and exploring a new city is quite remarkable. Leaving all the dramas and past history behind..start with a new life (with more dramas to come). However, the feeling of departure from friends and family brings tears to my eyes. Yea yea yea..I know it's only NorCal and SoCal....but I just know my tendencies...I'll get so busy that I won't be coming back..and i know YOU (yea you...who's reading and knows me...but seriously..who reads this crap?!?) probably will give me the excuse of "it's too far" and never visit >=( i saw right through your plans! Another is that I finally got acquainted with LA...this is the first time I stayed in LA for an extended periods of time post the age of 21...explored a lot of the LA scenes...and I'm starting to develope a liking for the city. Just right when I'm about to like it..i'm heading off to somewhere far...shucks!

I will soon be hitting the old folgie stage...23...what an age. As much as people like to tell me..."that's still young!"...it probably is..but i do feel the age catching up to me. I can no longer "get down" in party atmospheres like i used to. I think about sleeping and going home at 10pm and being a homebody is acceptable for me. 20's suppose to be a person's prime...3 years has passed...I feel like i'm lagging behind...with no committed relationship, no career, no savings, and just more schooling. It almost seems like I have taken back a step. How does this whine and gripe talk have anything to do with my entry? You will see... (but seriously...when does ANY of my randomness pertained to the topic of my entries? i'm only getting your hopes up only to drop you down to the pit later..mwa ha ha ha ha..actually..that's not even funny...i'm just lame, doh!)

I've been into the whole "club" scene in LA for the past 2 weeks. LA is the city of gLAm. Clubs are all decked out and everyone bring on their best game hoping to score some. You see guys with their sexually horny eyes gawking at plastic girls...wait..i mean..fake girls..wait i mean..superficial girls...doh! i mean..umm.."pretty" girls. Guys size each other up and girls scale their competitions (the contest is...who's your hoochie mama! and who cakes on the most make up!) Just like Chicago the Musical...it is just All that Glam!

C'mon babe, why don't we paint the town? And all that Glam.. I'm gonna rouge my cheeks and pull my jeans down, And all that Glam.. Start the car I know a whoopee spot, where the rum is cold but the DJ's hot... It's just a noisy hall where there's a nightly brawl, and all that glam!

In the midst of all the youngin's..enjoying their legal drinking age status...you'll see an occassional few man/woman in their late 20's and early 30's. Just the other day...I was at a club...I witnessed two women in their late 20's, perhaps early 30's...looking all plastic and hooch...standing there...awaits for their next desireable dumb and horny young victim. THAT is when it hits me....omg...I wish I won't be one of them when i'm at their age! I think about it again...I will be at their age in no time!!! (dude...time passes by quickly ok!) Men might be like fine wine...only gets better with age. Women on the other hand...are like pickles..they turn SOUR with age! I don't think I will want to go clubbing...dressing all hooch.."pretending" I'm young...when in fact I am a step in too deep into the hell of middle age. I am in no way implying old folks should not go clubbing and have fun...by all means...go for it! I will probably still be enjoying my grooves then (if my hips and knees dont give up on me by that time =P) . However, none of that Sex and the City...single, in the 30's, and hunting for male prospects in the clubs. That to me is...you cant get over the fact that you're no longer the hot commodity on the market. It is just sad to see those two women standing there, waiting for a guy to hit up on them...when in fact..the guys are busy with the "hurray for 21" girls. I got enough "oh...I gotta go....my friend's calling me....nice meeting you" talk when i proceed to say i'm 23! (eh...close enough to 23 anywayz).

Call this a quarterlife crisis if you may (more of that talk to come in the next few years)...and the people who are a year or two older than me can smack me if you want to. Seriously...time waits for no one...time to kick it up a knotch!

(----end rant------)

P.S. HAPPY BDAY to Amy and Frank!

Simple Pleasures in Life
1) When everyone's on time
2) Turning down unwanted guys
3) Being in a room with your crush
4) Looking at old pictures
5) Ranting





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