Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Eeeeeeek!

Apologies to you all who just can't wait to hear about my adventures in Taiwan, I forgot about my blog. So far, all I've been doing are eating, watching soap operas, eating, enduring the heat, shopping, eating, family gatherings, snacking, bumming, ooo..did i mention eating??? =P Attended my cousin's wedding...and everything's as expected. My cousin was the prettiest bride ever (no joke, my cousin's really hot), my sister and i attracted quite a lot of "unnecessary" attention (low cut bride's maid dress is apparently uncommon in Taiwan), got to see the whole family, and of course... lots of "excessive" questioning regarding my love life. All in all, it was a joyous occassion...with LOTS of good food (two gigs of banquets...lunch AND dinner! BOOYA!), good times w/family, and watching my cousin being a happy bride =D Pictures will be posted in the near future. My future plans? no Phuket Island (it was a wishful thinking after all... *sigh*) but I am going to Pong Hu (an island off of the coast of Taiwan) w/mah familia...should be fun. Returning to states on the 27th...hit me up!

What kind of fear do you have? fear of heights? fear of lightning? fear of snakes? fear of crowds? whatever fear it is...it's enough to bring chills up'n down our spines. Why do we fear these things? Some of them are expected because they relate to the "death" factor...and most of us fear death. As of why we fear death? perhaps because we don't know what lies beyond death...and the fear of being buried under that thick layer of soil...the lack of "existence". We all say you gotta "face your fear"...but how can it be a fear if you can face it head on? Fear by definition IS A feeling of agitation and anxiety caused by the presence or imminence of danger..and it is also a state or condition marked by this very feeling. If you can conquer those "emotions"...then you no longer "fear"...if you no longer "fear"..then there is no such thing as "facing your fear" (that's just what i think...not absolute..u're welcome to beg to differ) One thing for certain...fear is often a stumbling block in this process called "life" and often the factor that makes people lose their money in reality shows.

I must admit...I am a sissy...because I fear insects...and by "insects" i mean ALL insects! I'm so scared of them that I can't even kill an ant! (yea yea yea...laugh all you want). Story goes...I was about to shower...I stripped naked and ready to savor the feeling of warm water and cleaniness. Right when i was about to step into the shower...I saw this GIANT cockroach right at the middle of the bath tub. I was SCARED out of my mind! I ran out of the shower screaming and calling for help...might i remind you...I was STILL naked! I knew I had to get rid of it before I can even get myself to shower...but I couldnt get my body to do ANYTHING. I could only stand there...staring at it with fear...the cockroach seems to be looking at me and laughing with evilness. My sister came to the rescue in the end...laughing...because there is her older sister...NAKED...screaming...jumping up and down...with the cockroach having its way. We ended up drowning it with hot water...scooped it up with a container and send it down to its toilet grave. I became the laughing stock and the entertainment of the night...oh the mockery. The liberation from the insect threat however, was a schweeeet one..TAKE THAT cockroach!

That same night..enjoying the A/C..trying to forget the "cockroach attack" incident..i proceeded to the state of REM. Long and behold...in my dream...I was at a sandy beach enjoying the sun. The beach was very unusual..it was FILLED mass algaes. Right when me and company were witnessing the spectacles...a GIGANTORE spider...like...the ones in giant spider movies...appeared! It somehow has a liking for me and ATTACKED ME!! I was running lifeless, and in the end, the ginormous spider sprang up right on top of me! i SCREAMED! and....i woke up. I pretty much woke up everyone because my scream was so loud and my body gave an exaggerated jerk. Great....cockroach in real life and spiders in my dream. I foresee the endless mockery and me being the laughing stock for the week to come. Oh joy.

There you have it..my embarrassement and my fear for insects. So much for facing my own fears. If you want to scare the bigeezes outta me...throw me an ant or two...you're bound to get a satisfactory reaction. -_-" *sigh*

Simple Pleasures in Life
1) Compliments (yea..who doesnt?)
2) Watching good soap operas
3) Liberation from insect threat
4) Good dreams
5) Eating good food



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